For the longest time, I believed that I would never enjoy a party much less be the life of one. Then music led me on a path of social interaction. There is something magical about a group of people coming together to enjoy the same music. There is something even more magical being the person on stage leading people on a journey.
If you asked child me if she would grow up to entertain people she would look at you funny. Before every gig, I am nervous as hell. After every gig I cant believe people actually like what I play. When I'm on stage, reality is suspended and nothing matters but the music.
My relationship with entertaining is paradoxical. I never really want to be the leader of a crowd but I derive a lot of joy from it. Ive met incredibly cool people and have traveled more than I could have ever dreamed.
The best of times, the worst of times. I wouldn't have it any other way.