Sunday, January 24, 2021

Bonding

People often interact with me
in times of emotional intensity 
it doesn't really matter the direction 
good or bad or positive or negative 
it all stings just the same
I wonder if there is a baseline 
or if there is something about me
that makes it so I'm trusted 
with so much vulnerability
I have to say I'm honored but
at the same time I'm deeply sad
because it seems like I'm drowning in extremes 
and it seems like intensity is all I have 
bonding through trauma of triumph 
and the triumph of trauma 
The river of friendship running ice cold
when the mundane settles in