Thursday, December 10, 2020

Myself

I am nothing but a cosmic traveler 
Stopped off on this unforgiving rock
Lessons wrapped in consciousness experienced 
Maybe a little subconscious too
Integration a somewhat necessity 
Although I'm not that good at it
I have this inexplicable charm 
This aura of adorable 
Kindness is my mantra simply 
Because it's the right thing to do 
For some reason society 
Pushes my spirit into defense
Angles of attack hiding behind shadow 
I feel pain and joy in equal measure
I'm afraid of the wounds of pleasure 
The over indulgences of connection 
I don't want to go too far 
And yet I thrive on validation 
I fear myself an imposter 
I become shrouded in loneliness 
Through walls of self design